A new beginning, a new dawn

I woke up with my left foot on the wrong side of the bed. (Note: The only way to get out of my bed is my right side.)

But I overcame my problems, and I felt so much better after a while later. I'm am forever grateful for fate that I'm studying music in a little place called UCSI.

As I walked away from the my study building, I realised I tooked the wrong turn, and I was forced to take the uphill steep road back to my comfortable homely car (more like an economical route that I calculated in my head). Upon reaching the top, this was what I saw:



I never felt so alive. It was, yes, disappointing to be seeing things like that, and in your head, you'd be thinking like, "Why is our school situated next to a pile of rocks, and not beautiful green hills and lovely sunset skies?"

But my point is... At that moment, as I inhaled a breath of hilltop air, I felt so relieved. It felt as though it was a sunrise, instead of a sunset.

... Words simply just can't describe the feeling I had (or in other words, I'm having a slight vocab-block).

I want to start a new life. I want to be someone I used to be. Someone who was strong, focused, and alert. I want to free myself from all the miseries I've had, all the pain I've been inflicted on, and all the damn spams in my inbox... BEGONE!

The end of the beginning

It's the end of my first semester, and I have already tired myself out, immensely.


This was the feeling I've been looking for, since I came back. It felt as though I never felt tired, I never used up my full energy within, and haven't fully utilised my mind power at all.

Now that I've found it, thank goodness I'm still in one piece, considering all the things I've gone through lately, all the things that are happening around me, all the things that I have to think about - it's just tiring and exhausting.

(It's also funny how I can contradict myself in just one sentence. LOL.)

Now it's time for me to look for a job. Come on, two months of idleness? No thank you.

Piracy (of the DVD-sorts)

I was strolling down the Saturday night market near my house, and I saw something that amazed me...

Let's be honest. We, as Malaysians, are accustomed to see lots of pirated DVD stalls being set up in night markets, even though they are not supposed to be operating under the law. But all of us need to make a living, right? It's still business.

Back to my point: not only do they sell movies that are not even on screen in Malaysia; of course, there's the usual type where only MEN will browse through.

Yes, you got it. It's Pornography.

And it's usually the old uncles whom you'll see there, searching through every single title available, checking whether any of them would suit their taste.

It is refreshing to see a handsome, young lad today instead in one of the stalls.

COOL HUH???? Wouldn't know whether I should call it my lucky day. =P

In the realms of broken dreams and empty promises

Imagine yourself in a situation where you just know that everything that happened are lies, all which seemed so surreal at first, and you realised that everything you once knew and wanted, are all smashed into bits and pieces.



Dreams being popped by harsh words, fiendish actions, and cruel intentions: just feels the same.

Nothing else makes the heart bleed more than these.

Depressing, ain't it?

Naked

I found myself awake in the middle of the street of a ghost town, naked, stripped down and bare.

I stood up, wondering where this place is...

I walked down, not caring anymore. Exposed.

I looked up the sky, feeling tiny drops of rain on my head and bare skin.

I fooled around with the raindrops on the palms of my hands, until the rain got heavier and drenched myself wet.

I stayed there, wondering when the rain will stop...