Maybe I need to learn how to not care.
Maybe I need to learn how to be brave.
Maybe I need to learn how to make myself happy first.
Maybe I need to learn how to look into the future for what's right for me, and not otherwise.
Maybe I need to learn how to take care of myself, and not get into any trouble at the wrong times.
Maybe I need to learn how to play the field, and be good for who I am.
Maybe I need to learn how to be happy.
Maybe I need to...
GROW UP.
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Sunday, November 20, 2011
My new blogger app!
Just got the blogger app on my phone. A bit too late to do that, but better than never.
I guess even if I finally wanna blog about something, it'll be easier now.
Let's hope that is so. ^.^
I guess even if I finally wanna blog about something, it'll be easier now.
Let's hope that is so. ^.^
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
Breathe the fresh air
Another hectic semester.
An experience that broke me down into tears and heart-wrenching pain.
A time of doubts, questions and hypotheses.
A reality of broken dreams and impossible hope.
A new life to live.
A dream to fulfill, a passion to excel.
To cut a long story short: I'm human. Yet again.
An experience that broke me down into tears and heart-wrenching pain.
A time of doubts, questions and hypotheses.
A reality of broken dreams and impossible hope.
A new life to live.
A dream to fulfill, a passion to excel.
To cut a long story short: I'm human. Yet again.
Sunday, April 24, 2011
Is that the finish line?
Finally... A bReAtHeR!
A breath of fresh air is all I need right now. So much on my mind, so much going on, so much that I needs to be attended to.
Now, I've just got to patch up fragments of myself, iron myself neat and tidy, fuel myself to the brim - and I guess I'll be good to go. =D
Frankly speaking, there are definitely quite a lot of good things that came my way since my last post here. There isn't much need for me to state all of them here.. But let's just say, they've helped me to grow indefinitely, for the better.
It's really nice to have something to hold on to, in spite of all the downturns that you've gone through, to cheer yourself up and remind yourself that no matter how bad your life is, there is bound to be something on this (insert negative adjective here) earth that matters to you. May it be something or someone you care about. May it be a circumstance that made you happy. Or may it be something that you love to do.
For sure, I've kinda hit jackpot.
With lots of hard work and determination, together with cheers of encouragement from crowd and the cheerleaders, this should mean a victorious finish, hands held high.
A breath of fresh air is all I need right now. So much on my mind, so much going on, so much that I needs to be attended to.
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| Yes, it definitely was stressful and tiring! |
Frankly speaking, there are definitely quite a lot of good things that came my way since my last post here. There isn't much need for me to state all of them here.. But let's just say, they've helped me to grow indefinitely, for the better.
It's really nice to have something to hold on to, in spite of all the downturns that you've gone through, to cheer yourself up and remind yourself that no matter how bad your life is, there is bound to be something on this (insert negative adjective here) earth that matters to you. May it be something or someone you care about. May it be a circumstance that made you happy. Or may it be something that you love to do.
For sure, I've kinda hit jackpot.
With lots of hard work and determination, together with cheers of encouragement from crowd and the cheerleaders, this should mean a victorious finish, hands held high.
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| Great way of expressing victory and freedom. [Taken from here] |
Monday, January 31, 2011
The Year of the Wabbit
Chinese New Year, again.
That will only mean one thing. I'm growing older. Another year older. (Of course I already know this when the new year came, but you know how things go with the Chinese birth calculations. *rolls eyes*)
I was just reading my friend's blog, and it reminded me of how much I dread this time of year. The 2 hour (or so) ride to my mother's hometown, practically no access to technology called "Internet" and its counterparts, increased heatwave during the time of the year... What else have I not mentioned?
But thinking back of the times when I wasn't around with them, this is merely nothing. It's really the time for the family to reunite. The warmth of familiar smiling faces, the pure joys of hearing their laughter, the delights of spending time together at the round table - were the things that I never had for three years.
I should leave aside the fact that there will be no internet for 2 days. I shall put away my fear of the heat. I will endure the long journey back to decivilization.
[It's just 2 days. It has been raining like mad these past few days. Obviously I can't change the time it takes to travel. What else is there to be worried about?]
PS: Wow.. It was just 3 posts ago that I wrote about the Tiger Year? You've gotta be kidding me...
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| Cool angle. Don't play play. =P |
I was just reading my friend's blog, and it reminded me of how much I dread this time of year. The 2 hour (or so) ride to my mother's hometown, practically no access to technology called "Internet" and its counterparts, increased heatwave during the time of the year... What else have I not mentioned?
But thinking back of the times when I wasn't around with them, this is merely nothing. It's really the time for the family to reunite. The warmth of familiar smiling faces, the pure joys of hearing their laughter, the delights of spending time together at the round table - were the things that I never had for three years.
I should leave aside the fact that there will be no internet for 2 days. I shall put away my fear of the heat. I will endure the long journey back to decivilization.
[It's just 2 days. It has been raining like mad these past few days. Obviously I can't change the time it takes to travel. What else is there to be worried about?]
PS: Wow.. It was just 3 posts ago that I wrote about the Tiger Year? You've gotta be kidding me...
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Happy (not really) 2011!
It really has been a while, right?
Yes, I know... I've been pestered to write SOMETHING, even though I've got nothing to write about, let alone not even have the time to write. But conscience tells me I shouldn't leave my blog untouched. It just so happens that I suddenly have the urge to write.
I know I make it a point not to purge my feelings and not to pour my heart out here. So I'll do it my way, like I've always been doing.
[Note: It's getting irritating to type here. So long of not writing any posts, so much has changed in Blogger. This stupid window doesn't allow me to press Enter to get to the next line. Instead, I just experimented, the arrow keys bring me to the next line. Nonsensical.]
You know, the Earth has changed in so many ways. Just the other day, knowing me, the one who doesn't listen to news and read the papers, my friends informed me that the overall temperature will rise by 4 degrees Celsius. Imagine how hot it'll get. And, I heard on the radio that they even found a new horoscope, Ophiuchus, the serpent holder.
As I was saying, the Earth is changing in unthinkable ways. And so is my life. And I blame it on the new Zodiac.
Watch out, Ophiucians (however you spell that). I'm blaming you. You ruined my life. In. So. Many. Ways.
Yes, I know... I've been pestered to write SOMETHING, even though I've got nothing to write about, let alone not even have the time to write. But conscience tells me I shouldn't leave my blog untouched. It just so happens that I suddenly have the urge to write.
I know I make it a point not to purge my feelings and not to pour my heart out here. So I'll do it my way, like I've always been doing.
[Note: It's getting irritating to type here. So long of not writing any posts, so much has changed in Blogger. This stupid window doesn't allow me to press Enter to get to the next line. Instead, I just experimented, the arrow keys bring me to the next line. Nonsensical.]
You know, the Earth has changed in so many ways. Just the other day, knowing me, the one who doesn't listen to news and read the papers, my friends informed me that the overall temperature will rise by 4 degrees Celsius. Imagine how hot it'll get. And, I heard on the radio that they even found a new horoscope, Ophiuchus, the serpent holder.
Ophiuchus
[Note: Ooohh... I finally can type using the Enter button. Yay!]
Watch out, Ophiucians (however you spell that). I'm blaming you. You ruined my life. In. So. Many. Ways.
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