A poem to share

I just found this in my notes, trying to remember why I wrote this. Of course, I know now the reason, but I still don't understand how on earth I was able to write stuff like this. 

Goodness. 

Here goes:

I thread on yonder grounds

So gentle, so pure.

Thy brook swollen, bound

To my broken heart

A silent tree, stands

Humble on the plain

I watched as it bends

And laughs

In the distance lays

Stretches of dark hills

Paste against lighted rays

Yet, rotting in the dark

The bough breaks 

From yonder willow 

Beneath the dark wind

Doth blow

The sun shall

Not rise to glory

Whilst I witness all

Crumble before me

I lay on yonder grounds

So soft, so pure

Thy heart swells, but

None of me

Let me know what you think of it in the comments. =)

Interlude

Maybe I need to learn how to not care.

Maybe I need to learn how to be brave.

Maybe I need to learn how to make myself happy first.

Maybe I need to learn how to look into the future for what's right for me, and not otherwise.

Maybe I need to learn how to take care of myself, and not get into any trouble at the wrong times.

Maybe I need to learn how to play the field, and be good for who I am.

Maybe I need to learn how to be happy.

Maybe I need to...

GROW UP.

My new blogger app!

Just got the blogger app on my phone. A bit too late to do that, but better than never.

I guess even if I finally wanna blog about something, it'll be easier now.

Let's hope that is so. ^.^

Breathe the fresh air

Another hectic semester.

An experience that broke me down into tears and heart-wrenching pain.

A time of doubts, questions and hypotheses.

A reality of broken dreams and impossible hope.

A new life to live.

A dream to fulfill, a passion to excel.


To cut a long story short: I'm human. Yet again.

Is that the finish line?

Finally... A bReAtHeR!

A breath of fresh air is all I need right now. So much on my mind, so much going on, so much that I needs to be attended to.

Yes, it definitely was stressful and tiring!

Now, I've just got to patch up fragments of myself, iron myself neat and tidy, fuel myself to the brim - and I guess I'll be good to go. =D

Frankly speaking, there are definitely quite a lot of good things that came my way since my last post here. There isn't much need for me to state all of them here.. But let's just say, they've helped me to grow indefinitely, for the better.

It's really nice to have something to hold on to, in spite of all the downturns that you've gone through, to cheer yourself up and remind yourself that no matter how bad your life is, there is bound to be something on this (insert negative adjective here) earth that matters to you. May it be something or someone you care about. May it be a circumstance that made you happy. Or may it be something that you love to do.

For sure, I've kinda hit jackpot.

With lots of hard work and determination, together with cheers of encouragement from crowd and the cheerleaders, this should mean a victorious finish, hands held high.

Great way of expressing victory and freedom. [Taken from here]